In 2017, AD underwent a transformation of his appearance, sporting a new grill and a trimmed hairstyle, which gave the impression that he was ready for a fresh start. However, this surface change masked the truth of his inner struggles. Two years later, when his album "uknowhatimsayin¿" was released, AD appeared more vibrant and amiable than ever in the public eye. Little did his fans know, he was secretly drowning in despair. But now, with his latest body of work, "Quaranta," AD offers a newfound enlightenment and a candid glimpse into his perception and self-discovery. This album peels back the layers, revealing the true essence of AD's journey, as he transcends the facade and dives deeper into his thoughts, emotions, and personal growth. "Quaranta" signifies AD's emergence from the shadows, presenting a raw and honest expression of his experiences and an exploration of the human condition.
The 11-part tracklist of AD's latest project is a curated selection of the best songs from a pool of 30 to 40 recorded over the course of the pandemic. In a recent interview with Apple Music 1, he revealed that despite his triumphant journey in rehab, he has only been sober for six months. It's worth noting that the concept and themes explored in the album were conceived during a time when he was still grappling with his inner demons, seeking a way to make a lasting change. However, the music resonates with a sense of poignant contemplation and a longing for a sustainable and fulfilling lifestyle, indicating that AD had already shifted his mindset and was actively seeking a transformation long before he ultimately took action. This testament to his growth and determination adds another layer of depth to the music, making it even more compelling and relatable to listeners.
In the deeply introspective track "Down Wit It," AD bares his soul, reflecting on his past and the consequences of his defensive behavior during a time when he needed support the most. He vulnerably acknowledges that his actions ultimately led to the sabotage of a meaningful relationship, admitting, "I had a woman down with me / But to me, she was down to get me." In another poignant moment on "Celibate," AD contemplates the distance he has traveled since his 2006 prison sentence, which became a catalyst for his pursuit of a rap career. He reflects on his former involvement in illicit activities, recollects being trapped in a cell, and declares his commitment to a life free from such entrapment, proclaiming, "I used to sell a bit / But I don't fuck around no more, I'm celibate." Through his raw and introspective lyrics, AD offers listeners a glimpse into his personal journey of growth, redemption, and the pursuit of a better life.
